She holds a Bohemian Soul

Sketch from internet and words are mine 

Battle of Survival

Do not try to accomplish all the feelings of life. If you earn all at your young age, you gonna lost the desire to see tomorrow’s sunrise. Let the journey leads you to the unknown destination. Where the surprises wait for us or the sadness waiting to join us. Whatever it will be, just try to hold this life as long as you can!!!

 I have crawl through the deathly experiences and return to the body where my soul love to be inhabited. Nothing comfortable if you are not taking it simply and made up your heart and mind not to loosen the grip of life. Recently Arnab (my good and old friend) said that "u gets a fucking grip of life". Yes I got but it’s possible only when some good people are attached with my life as a family or as a friend. But sometimes I haven't got any support when I was in dilemma and walked in some unknown direction. Life leads me to worst and hell like places, Life offered me death like pains but somehow life teaches me to overcome all these shits with strong willpower and encouragements coming from inside of me.

I thought I am different or its happening very different to me but Rachel(A great woman I ever talked) told me that “being a little different is OK  it’s makes us individual”. We all are different as well as our situations also. Here is the point how to handle every situation. Just now I have am been chatting with my friend’s sister about the complex situation’s she is facing in right now. Same common problem with our mind, we gave up so easily when we have got 2 opposite direction. In the meantime we don’t have any idea which  direction leads to good fortune and which one drags to hell. It’s been 3 months I have been living only with tears and confusion and scared about the situation, about the future. I m supposed to be mad or dead, but I just wanted to fight till I can, and 

Now I am in the battle of survival. Here’s come the point, why I am the logical rejection? Because whatever I have decided I am stuck with it, and it’s dragged me to hell. And I was broken. But finally I learned and said to myself “OK I will fight not to be in this hell anymore and I will make comfort in those complex situations. All I need to do is feel simply and keep patience for the better solution.

You also just do what your heart says and fight for the happiness, before giving birth all women they have pain but it happens for a new life, a new dream and now we r in pain..But very soon we will smile and we will sing and we will dance.

This is Life and we have to Survive anyhow.

Keep Breathing

Insane Dream

No easy way to get rid of this insane dream

Where I am dying each and every moment

I feel the death and breathes heavily

Should I wake up and wind up this …..?

Alone in the desert of wound

Thorns are blowing with the wind.

I heard the bohemian song, a bit of
Rain never falls in this forbidden route..
I am the only one running behind an insane dream.
Darkness collides with memories, and I am losing my mind
Journey towards an unknown destination
If I reach, I will be the pioneer for insane dreamer

How Can I Deny?

When I hold your hands

And lift you up, you whispers in my ears

I just heard a soft tone and understand nothing,

I just felt good holding your hand and shivering body

Now again you asked to rescue,

How can I deny?