No Solace

I am not pure, not as you people want me to be

It’s a self chosen state,

Amusing to being a bit crazy

A devastation always been following me since my birth,

Numbness was in his heart but he blamed me

I am the crazy one

What medicine will you suggest?

A traumatize object I am,

Abusive treatments they offered me

And how could I change?

Let me be the man as I wanted.

Let me live, let me smile for real.

No solace needed anymore!!!

Unspoken Words

Those three words has never spoken

I never heard the scream of dying rose

I have been shivering in that wood of pine

With a wild flame inside my heart..

That flame is burning me, Can’t hold it anymore.

Before the end just wanna hear those words never spoken before.

I know she can hear, but pretending not to

Let’s try to scream loud to shakes her like a tornado

I am hiding myself,I know you’ll need me, 
you’ll seek me But I won’t be there
coz I want to escape from you Don’t blame me,
I have nothing to explain

Don’t hate me I did nothing to make pain

I am just stopping live in this vain…