February 3, 2013

Fallen Soul


Have you scream like a fallen soul?
Departed and abandoned in the graves,
The mystery eyes following you like a long lost child
Have you ever gone through this psychopath?
Insanity and anxiety of being yourself, and the way people speak about you.

There’s a never ending way to the lighthouse and you have to make it.
In the cold soft winter evening, I came across the buried dreams and fallen leaves.
Can you see the blood in my hand, red but coagulated!!!
Mud in the road where I walk across, and reached this forbidden place
Never were you like fallen soul, and never you will be.

Words are stuck in western sky, hanging like a midnight star
A saga of panic life has just begun, as the prophecy claimed by stranger.
Hallucination following you since you starts the nightmare
As a sailor we drove, as sailor we swim, as sailor we live in this ocean of life
Honors and pride, we never get along this survival scheme
Wicked story people tell about us, but they never assumed us.

We are the fallen soul
Romance and lust, Betrayal and trust,
Except these we’re unknown
Till the breath romancing we are the trust,
When the lust collapsed we are the betrayer,

Have you ever heard about our rumor?
Fighting with alter ego and plotting scenes for daydream.
Opening arms wide as much as we can, drowning in the ocean as like as canyon ball. 

January 29, 2013

Heartache


What you can expect if you are trading soul?
Without a valid license, with corrupt people, 
And in an insane landscape!!!
You called it hypothesis survival strategy? 
Nothing last forever but
only if you can accept the damn fact of absence of possibilities
either stuck with this heartache forever !!!!

It’s not a dreamy night with silver moon in the sky
We are the fallen from light into deep black hole of love
I knew how soul mourn and lips died in thirst
I have seen the ladder to climb up high statue of silence
Bloodshed and nostalgic sonata, of the rotten memory
That's what we sings about in the middle of the nowhere
Just let me touch your breast, the soft stones on your heart..
Let me be the one to trade for lifetime
Let me break this heartache into million piece.

December 9, 2012

Battle of Survival



Do not try to accomplish all the feelings of life. If you earn all at your young age, you gonna lost the desire to see tomorrow’s sunrise. Let the journey leads you to the unknown destination. Where the surprises wait for us or the sadness waiting to join us. Whatever it will be, just try to hold this life as long as you can!!!

 I have crawl through the deathly experiences and return to the body where my soul love to be inhabited. Nothing comfortable if you are not taking it simply and made up your heart and mind not to loosen the grip of life. Recently Arnab (my good and old friend) said that "u gets a fucking grip of life". Yes I got but it’s possible only when some good people are attached with my life as a family or as a friend. But sometimes I haven't got any support when I was in dilemma and walked in some unknown direction. Life leads me to worst and hell like places, Life offered me death like pains but somehow life teaches me to overcome all these shits with strong willpower and encouragements coming from inside of me.


I thought I am different or its happening very different to me but Rachel(A great woman I ever talked) told me that “being a little different is OK  it’s makes us individual”. We all are different as well as our situations also. Here is the point how to handle every situation. Just now I have am been chatting with my friend’s sister about the complex situation’s she is facing in right now. Same common problem with our mind, we gave up so easily when we have got 2 opposite direction. In the meantime we don’t have any idea which  direction leads to good fortune and which one drags to hell. It’s been 3 months I have been living only with tears and confusion and scared about the situation, about the future. I m supposed to be mad or dead, but I just wanted to fight till I can, and 

Now I am in the battle of survival. Here’s come the point, why I am the logical rejection? Because whatever I have decided I am stuck with it, and it’s dragged me to hell. And I was broken. But finally I learned and said to myself “OK I will fight not to be in this hell anymore and I will make comfort in those complex situations. All I need to do is feel simply and keep patience for the better solution.

You also just do what your heart says and fight for the happiness, before giving birth all women they have pain but it happens for a new life, a new dream and now we r in pain..But very soon we will smile and we will sing and we will dance.


This is Life and we have to Survive anyhow.







Keep Breathing




Heart Breaking Culture

In the chamber of romance, My one is a forbidden heart.
Yes of course you can hit me with your amazing moves !!
but I am now strong enough to stand and oppose your heart breaking culture

What I have learn'd from you
is nothing but a game

Playing with the flame and burning inside
But baby, remember that you can stab me like a vamp in my back
and I will bleed till my hearts pumps,

But You can never ever kill me anymore with your witch looking fire



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December 7, 2012

No Solace


I am not pure, not as you people want me to be
It’s a self chosen state,
Amusing to being a bit crazy
A devastation always been following me since my birth,

Numbness was in his heart but he blamed me
I am the crazy one
What medicine will you suggest?
A traumatize object I am,
Abusive treatments they offered me
And how could I change?
Let me be the man as I wanted.
Let me live, let me smile for real.
No solace needed anymore!!!