Battle of Survival

Do not try to accomplish all the feelings of life. If you earn all at your young age, you gonna lost the desire to see tomorrow’s sunrise. Let the journey leads you to the unknown destination. Where the surprises wait for us or the sadness waiting to join us. Whatever it will be, just try to hold this life as long as you can!!!

 I have crawl through the deathly experiences and return to the body where my soul love to be inhabited. Nothing comfortable if you are not taking it simply and made up your heart and mind not to loosen the grip of life. Recently Arnab (my good and old friend) said that "u gets a fucking grip of life". Yes I got but it’s possible only when some good people are attached with my life as a family or as a friend. But sometimes I haven't got any support when I was in dilemma and walked in some unknown direction. Life leads me to worst and hell like places, Life offered me death like pains but somehow life teaches me to overcome all these shits with strong willpower and encouragements coming from inside of me.

I thought I am different or its happening very different to me but Rachel(A great woman I ever talked) told me that “being a little different is OK  it’s makes us individual”. We all are different as well as our situations also. Here is the point how to handle every situation. Just now I have am been chatting with my friend’s sister about the complex situation’s she is facing in right now. Same common problem with our mind, we gave up so easily when we have got 2 opposite direction. In the meantime we don’t have any idea which  direction leads to good fortune and which one drags to hell. It’s been 3 months I have been living only with tears and confusion and scared about the situation, about the future. I m supposed to be mad or dead, but I just wanted to fight till I can, and 

Now I am in the battle of survival. Here’s come the point, why I am the logical rejection? Because whatever I have decided I am stuck with it, and it’s dragged me to hell. And I was broken. But finally I learned and said to myself “OK I will fight not to be in this hell anymore and I will make comfort in those complex situations. All I need to do is feel simply and keep patience for the better solution.

You also just do what your heart says and fight for the happiness, before giving birth all women they have pain but it happens for a new life, a new dream and now we r in pain..But very soon we will smile and we will sing and we will dance.

This is Life and we have to Survive anyhow.

Keep Breathing

Heart Breaking Culture

In the chamber of romance, My one is a forbidden heart.

Yes of course you can hit me with your amazing moves !!

but I am now strong enough to stand and oppose your heart breaking culture

What I have learn'd from you

is nothing but a game

Playing with the flame and burning inside

But baby, remember that you can stab me like a vamp in my back

and I will bleed till my hearts pumps,

But You can never ever kill me anymore with your witch looking fire

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No Solace

I am not pure, not as you people want me to be

It’s a self chosen state,

Amusing to being a bit crazy

A devastation always been following me since my birth,

Numbness was in his heart but he blamed me

I am the crazy one

What medicine will you suggest?

A traumatize object I am,

Abusive treatments they offered me

And how could I change?

Let me be the man as I wanted.

Let me live, let me smile for real.

No solace needed anymore!!!

Insane Dream

No easy way to get rid of this insane dream

Where I am dying each and every moment

I feel the death and breathes heavily

Should I wake up and wind up this …..?

Alone in the desert of wound

Thorns are blowing with the wind.

I heard the bohemian song, a bit of
Rain never falls in this forbidden route..
I am the only one running behind an insane dream.
Darkness collides with memories, and I am losing my mind
Journey towards an unknown destination
If I reach, I will be the pioneer for insane dreamer

Sun Set Lovers

(After a long break I come up with some new feelings. This Year almost going to end by this month, and this year made most important changes in my life. Now I am very strong enough to stand for Love and Life. I want to know about your love and what's the changes took place in this year? Just let me know and we can write something on that)

I see the sun and it's setting down,

and the darkness coming around
still I can feel the warmth of your love
that keeps me fighting till the last
before the end comes,
we'll meet in the dark......
and tell 'em we're not insane
we born to fight, and learn to kiss in the dark...

How Can I Deny?

When I hold your hands

And lift you up, you whispers in my ears

I just heard a soft tone and understand nothing,

I just felt good holding your hand and shivering body

Now again you asked to rescue,

How can I deny?

Unspoken Words

Those three words has never spoken

I never heard the scream of dying rose

I have been shivering in that wood of pine

With a wild flame inside my heart..

That flame is burning me, Can’t hold it anymore.

Before the end just wanna hear those words never spoken before.

I know she can hear, but pretending not to

Let’s try to scream loud to shakes her like a tornado

I am hiding myself,I know you’ll need me, 
you’ll seek me But I won’t be there
coz I want to escape from you Don’t blame me,
I have nothing to explain

Don’t hate me I did nothing to make pain

I am just stopping live in this vain…

Alone in the Moon Light

Oh dear moonlight..I want you to stay forever in my night  sky

Mysterious shadow of the trees and whistle of the wind;

My eyes feel good when I stared in your silver gown and twisting moves

My soul touched by the peace that falling from the sky

You’re the only one who stays with me in each lonely night

Who Cares?

Who cares?

People living in this world and chasing their own dreams

Some find addiction is the last resort,

Some hang him self to get out from this hard life

Who cares?

Some still sleeping the streets with ignorance of aristocrats

Some still ruining the Nation with their never ending hunger of bank balance

And some still are fighting for a change which never going to happen!!

Who cares?

One night stand, deflowering, it’s just a game of life

Emotions are is only left for those who still love to read “Die Leiden des jungen Werthers” or Shelley???